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  • Tell us one thing you hope people say about you.

    Well, I’ve been told a lot of things. Most of them good but there have been a few bad ones. One thing I hope people say about me is that I am a good friend. I try really hard to be a good friend to people. You never really know what someone is going through and they might need a friend. I can say that I wish I had someone when I needed a friend. I really don’t like people talking about me without me there because I’m so scared that they hate me. (Thanks mother for constantly comparing me to others). I wish I knew the difference between fake people and genuine people. To answer the prompt I hope people say that I am a good friend.

  • Have you ever performed on stage or given a speech?

    When I was in Middle School, I was apart of the orchestra. I played the Violin. In 6th and 7th grade, I performed on stage. I did this with everyone that was in the orchestra. I’ve always had stage freight and even playing with people that I thought was my friends. I enjoyed playing the violin but I didn’t enjoy being on stage.

  • Daily writing prompt
    What skills or lessons have you learned recently?

    Well, I haven’t really learned any new skills but I have learned a lessons that shouldn’t even be a thing. I’ve learned that no matter how hard you work for a place they can just throw you away because of something that they don’t like.

    I have a medical conditions that makes me sweat more than normal. I also got the short end of genetics and have BO. I can’t smell it. Which normally would be a blessing but since I can’t smell BO, and I have BO issues it’s a blessing. I worked nights as a camera operator. So, I didn’t deal with the company often. I worked overtime all the time for them because they needed the help. I was willing to work first and second shift as well as my third shift to help them. The company came in early once a week and they smelled me. Since they didn’t like that they let me go.

    Which in turn made me lose my income. I’ve been trying to find a new job but everyone I’ve applied to have “went with another candidates”. I’m happy other people are getting jobs but it also sucks that I haven’t been able to find anything. Also a lot of the job that are in my area want a collage degree and I don’t have one.

    I’m still trying to find my place in this world. I am happy that my partner is understand and is willing to work with me. He is the best thing that has happened to me in a very long time.

    This mouse loves cheese and she thinks your more important that cheese to her.

  • Daily writing prompt
    What was the last thing you did for play or fun?

    So, now that I’ve moved into with my partner I’m able to start streaming my video games again. I’ve missed it so much. I streamed last night for the 2nd time this month and had a lot of fun. (12/13/2024) It is something that use to do a lot and have missed it over the last two years. I didn’t know how much I would miss it or how much not streaming would mess with my mental health. I use to stream four times a week as well as working full time. I had some much fun streaming and talking with my viewers.

    I’m going to be editing my streams into videos for youtube. The main reason I am going to start doing that is because Twitch doesn’t keep your streams for long than a year. I want people to be able to find my past streams with ease.

    I’m working with my partner on working out a stream schedule. As of right now I’m planing on streaming every wensday nights. I am so exicted to be streaming again. If you’d like to follow me on twitch click here.

    This mouse likes cheese and she finds you more important to her than cheese.

  • Daily writing prompt
    Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?

    Writing Prompt: Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?

    No, it’s not. A year ago I pictured my life completely different. Yes, I pictured myself living with my partner but I also pictured myself having a job. Lossing my job has really fucked with my head. I haven’t been able to do much because I’m trying to find a new job and in the last three weeks I’ve put out over 100 apps and I keep getting emails basicly stating that they are going with other candants. I’ve applied to Dollar General and I’m waiting to hear back from them. It’s going on a month since I applied to them. The GM has called me but is taking her sweet time on moving the hirring forwards. I’m going to stop it here because I can feel myself started to ramble and it wouldn’t be a good ramble.